We signed the divorce papers today.
It hit me pretty hard. Rather than cope with the emotions I threw myself into my day. While I got a hell of a lot done I think I could have used a break to just cry for a bit. The tears just won’t seem to come. I can feel them fighting to come out but something (me?) is holding them back for now.
One foot in front of the other for the time being. I can’t afford to be idle. There is too much to do and too much at stake. I know I need to feel my feelings and process them. But I may have to put that off for when I move to Utah in a few weeks.
If you’re struggling this week just remember: One foot in front of the other, even if you don’t know where that leads specifically you know it leads out of the doom and gloom. Let’s hang in there together!